Kimberley Mabey (1999

This memorial website was created in the memory of our beloved Daughter Kimberley Ann Mabey who was born asleep in United Kingdom on July 25, 1999 and passed away on July 25, 1999.
Kimberley was stillborn at 39 & a half weeks (midwife's dates)
but mine she was 44 weeks, she weighed 7lb 1oz, 51cms long & a head of 35cms.
she was so perfect in every way, when Kimberley was born asleep she had a Tear coming out of her right eye, just as if she was about to cry, I will always remember that.We will remember her forever.
she was My delicate lovely little daughter, I know that she is looking down on myself & my Partner, her brother & both of her sisters.
she is up there dancing around on a cloud, saying don't cry anymore Mummy.
we love & miss you so much my darling little Angel Kimberley.
Checkout Kimberley's other site:-
http://kimberleymabey.piczo.com

Angel On My Shoulder

Sometimes when I'm lonely.
I can feel you on the breeze.
In the darkness, when I'm sleeping.
You're the colour in my dreams.
And I'm not alone.
No I'm not alone.

You're the angel on my shoulder, you're always there.
You're the angel on my shoulder, I know you care.
I know you're there, angel.

Sometimes when I'm nervous.
And I try to catch my breath.
You're the the space between my heartbeats.
You're the reason I feel blessed.
And I'm not alone.
No I'm not alone.

You're the angel on my shoulder, you're always there.
You're the angel on my shoulder, now I'm not scared.
I know you're there, angel.

I know you watch me when I'm good or bad.
But I could never let you down, you always understand.

You're the angel on my shoulder, you're always there.
You're the angel on my shoulder, I know you care.
You're the angel on my shoulder, you're always there.
You're the angel on my shoulder, now I'm not scared.
I know you're there.
You're everywhere, angel.

My Little Angel

my little angel high up in the sky,
she watches over us as the days go by,
she laughs & plays with a twinkle in her eye,
she knows we love her,
& we will never say goodbye,
to my little angel in the sky.

Written by
Kimberley's mummy

To My Daddy

Hi Daddy, its me,
Your baby girl in the sky.
Won't you tell me Daddy, Why does my mummy cry?
Doesn't she know I'm happy here,
Heaven's a beautiful place Oh, how it hurts me, Daddy To see tears
streaming down Mummy's face.
Daddy, tell her I'm much better here,
Jesus fixed my heart. But when I see mummy crying, It just about tears it
apart.
I know it hurt you both, Daddy, When Jesus took me away.
But you and mummy remember, We'll be together again someday.
I can't wait to hug you, I never got the chance before.
When its time for you to come, I'll be waiting at heavens door.
Then you'll both understand, Jesus knew where I needed to be.
What a marvelous place to live, Just wait and you both shall see.
Please let my Mummy know, Daddy,
That I heard every word she said. And I remember her softly kissing me As
I lay cuddled in her arms.
Just one more thing Daddy, Before I have to go, I love you both very much
And just wanted you to know.

My Little Angel Kimberley

My Daughter

Kimberley is the daughter that I lost,
she lives in the shadows of my heart,
of which my life will never be the same,
it hurts so much to think of her that way,
but i know she will be there waiting for me some day.

Written by
Mummy

An Angel Never Dies

Don't let them say, I wasn't born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
I've loved you from the start.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms
Someday we will embrace.

I'm watching over all you do,
another child you'll bear.
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

Although, I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes..
That doesn't mean I never "was"
An Angel Never Dies.......

A Gift From God

An Angel was sent from heaven about,
A special one that would bring much love,
God knew that this precious life would be short
So he looked around for a tender heart.

I'll wait here for you, so dry up your tears,
And go bravely on with your life free from fears,
Know that God's near you to help and to guide,
He'll never desert you, He's there by your side.
So speak to him daily from inside your heart.
And let him assure you, we're not really apart.

Poem that I have read that seems worth sharing to all the mums that read
my Angel Kimberley's memorial website it reads:-

Roses In Heaven

Beautiful red, pink, yellow and white roses,
They all say "I Love You"
The thorns on the bush remind us
That mistakes need forgiveness too.
Red roses tell of God's beauty,
That often thrills my soul.

The yellow, whispers of His Love,
Chasing away sadness, and making us whole.
The pink is for the blush in my cheeks,
When laughter chases the blues away.
The white tells of His forgiveness,
We'll share together each day.

If Roses grow in heaven,
Lord, please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved one's arms
and tell them, they're from me.
Tell them that I love and miss
them, and when they turn to smile,
place a kiss upon their cheek
and hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache within my heart,
that will never go away.

Author Unknown

SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN

There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.

She touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held her every minute
if the end I only knew.

MY CHILD
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious Kimberley

He Only Took My Hand

Last night while I was sleeping, my daughter's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked in her room
But Kimberley didn't appear
She said:
"Mummy you've got to listen,you've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, he only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night, he instantly reached down,
took my hand and pulled me gently to his side,
lifted me up and saved me from all the misery and pain inside.
My body hurt so badly, I could never be the same
My search is really over now
I've found happiness within, all the answers to my empty
dreams and all that might have been
I love and miss you so very much, I'll always be near by,
My body's gone forever
But my spirit will never die
So you must go on now and live one day at a time
Until we meet again
Just understand:
God didn't take me from you, he only took my hand!!!!

I'm Everywhere

Please don't mourn for me I'm still here,
though you don't see I'm right by your
side each night and day
And within your heart I long to stay
My body is gone but I'm always near
I'm everything you feel, see or hear
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
As long as you keep me alive in your heart
I'll never wander out of your sight
I'm the brightest star on a summer night
I'll never be beyond your reach
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach
I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around
And the pure white snow that blankets the ground
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond
The clear cool water in a quiet pond
I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in spring
The first warm raindrop that April will bring
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine
And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine
When you start thinking there's no one to love you
You can talk to me through the Lord above you
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees
And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze
I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face
Just look for me, I'm everyplace...
May God Bless You!!

My Daughter

You'll never really know, my dear,
Just how much you mean to me,
A mother's love, buried so deep,

That only my heart can see
I'd never change a thing in you,
I thank God that your so fine,
Even when your at your worst,
I'm so proud that you are mine.

I know that I'm not perfect,
It's the best that I can do,
But everyday, I thank the lord,
For a daughter as special as you.

sending Mummy & Daddy My Love.xxxxxx

"Angel Outside My Window"

An Angel flew past my window last night,
No, I’m sure it wasn’t a firefly.
Nor a star shooting across the dark sky,
And, surely, not a misguided butterfly.
It was an Angel outside my window last night.

An Angel flew past my window today.
A creature so lovely I begged her to stay.
She smiled, spread her wings, and soared away,
Her brightness replaced by a shroud of gray.
An Angel was outside my window today.

Angel Moms

We have shared our tears and our sorrow,
We have given encouragement to each other,
Given hope for a brighter tomorrow,
We share the title of grieving mother.

We understand each others pain,
The bond we share is very strong,
With each other there is no need to explain,
The path we walk is hard and long.

So take my hand my friend,
We may stumble and fall along the way,
But we'll get up and try again,
Because together we can make it day by day.

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Do You Remember Me

I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been 6 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?

It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?

Maybe this is the way mummy's are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?

Should You Go First

Should you go first and I remain
To walk the road alone,
I'll live in memory's garden, Kimberley,
With happy days we've known.

In Spring I'll wait for roses red,
When fades the lilac blue,
In early Fall, when brown leaves call
I'll catch a gimpse of you.

Should you go first and I remain
For battles to be fought,
Each thing you've touched along the way
Will be a hallowed spot.
I'll hear your voice, I'll see your smile,
Though blindly I may grope,
The memory of your helping hand
Will buoy me on with hope.

Should you go first and I remain
To finish with the scroll,
No lenght'ning shadows shall creep in
To make this life seem droll,
We've known so much of happiness,
We've had our cup of joy,
And memory is one gift of God
That death cannot destroy.

Should you go first and I remain,
One thing I'd have you do:
Walk slowly down that long, long path,
For soon I'll follow you.
I'll want to know each step you take
That I may walk the same,
For some day down that long, long road
You'll hear me call your name.
-A.K. Rowswell

Please don't ask us if were over it yet
We will never be over it, apart of us died with her!!

Please don't tell us she's in a better place
Kimberley's not here with us, in our home!!

Please don't ask if we feel better
Bereavement isn't a conditon that clears up!!

Please don't tell us you know how we feel,
Unless you've lost your child, you don't have a clue!!

Please don't tell us at least we had her for awhile,
At what age would you choose to lose your child??

Please don't tell us, at least we have other children - Thank God we do
Which one of your children would you not miss and grieve for??

Please do say:

Your sorry

Let us talk about our beautiful baby Kimberley

Mention her name, often

Remember her Birthday and Angel Date

And ~~~~~~~

Please let us cry!!!!

I'M Free

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free!
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took His hand when I heard him call,
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.

Tasks left undone, must stay that way,
I found peace at close of day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy!
A love shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah yes! These things I too will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savoured much
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.

Lift up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now, he set me free

Forever Will I love you

You will always be my mummy...
As I sit with angels I look down at you and point proudly See . .See her . .over there,
That's her! Did you know I could hear your thoughts at night when you used to lie
in bed staring. rubbing your hand on your belly
Looking up at the ceiling in the dark wondering things. Who I would look more
like About how my laugh would sound my first steps.
Books that you would read to me, ones with pictures," I like Those!" The park...
how you would walk me in a stroller to play on the swings, How about after I ate ice
cream the dog excitedly licking my face almost knocking me down, You just smiled
when you read that I could see you Do you know I call you "mummy"? When you are
in the kitchen I pretend I am there also and you can see me I sit at the table and draw
with crayons I made a picture for the refrigerator Yellow, blue, red and green, Look
its of you and me with a sky and trees. I always think of you holding my hand taking
me to church, One of my socks keeps falling down, Mummy . . .I like the way you kiss
my sisters goodnight on the forehead and tuck them in I play with them in their
dreams, They don't know me but if you ask if they ever dreamed of playing with a
little girl they would say yes, That's me. Do you remember that bird each early spring
that used to always return and sing. It would have been right around the time of my
birthday That was me to . . . I would sing "I love you" I am always along side you, Sometimes you can feel me, a brush against your dress, a breeze on your face,
that's when I kiss you, You have always kept me, in your mind and heart Thank you!
One day we will be together in heaven and you will cry and lift me in your arms and I
will hug you so very tight and never let go, But for now I have to, No matter where
you go, what you do I am with you, Always know that I am "Your Little Angel", I
love you mummy . . .
Bye . . .
Kimberley

Heaven's gate swung gently open,
The Master called softly, "Come,"
And you, dear one, took the Master's hand,
And your work on earth was done.
We'll never cease to miss you,
And shed man y silent tears,
Because we cannot share with you
Our hopes, our joys, our fears.
But one day, in God's garden,
When the Master calls us to come.
We'll be at the gates with open arms
And say to you, "Welcome Home,Mummy"

A Child At Rest

A child is now at rest
For a safer place she remains
A world of goodness and beauty
A world without worry or pain.

Nor fear will she encounter
For a better place she'll be
A place where the sick are healed
And the blinded eyes can see.

Our world has forever changed
Our lives are not the same
But close within our hearts
Her precious face remains.

We give to her our tears
And our prayers we send above
We cherish all the memories
Filled with happiness and love.

She'll have someone to depend on
A helping hand is there to lend
For the Father shall be watching
And in heaven, she'll have a friend